1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who is with you?
-RR17 and my kitty!

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
-A giraff (I seen this one video of "The five stages of death" with a giraff in it. It's kinda funny)

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
-The giraff swears at me cuz it hates me and I RUUNNNN!!!

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it?
-it isn't taht big i don't need too much space (besides if it was big then I'd probably be afriad of some of the rooms.)

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
-Yes, the same kind that surround some cemetaries

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table , what is on it?
-drawing stuff, a laptop etc.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
-a McDonalds cup filled with water

8. What do you do with the cup?
-I step on it cuz I can

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing ata body of water, what is it?
-one of those big pond things that look like lakes

10. How will you cross the water?
-walk around it (I'm so lazy!)

Answers *sigh* don't look at them if you wanna take this quiz (i think it's supposed to be a quiz on your life/personality)

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you. (yay, kitty and best friend!)

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life. (bigggg! NNNNNNOOOOOOO!!!!)

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems. (swear and run, that sounds about right)

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems. (small...)

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced. (yay this quiz is smart!)

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people then you are generally unhappy. (too true...)

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship. (nnooooooo flimsy!)

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude. (SQUASH! >D MWAHAHAHA!)

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire. (WTF?! THIS QUIZ IS STUPID! D< I'M NOT LIKE THAT!)

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be (wow easy...)

Okay that was the quiz, now, I hate my life, I miss my mom, I don't feel loved. I don't love anyone! WWHHAAA! I wanna DIE! but not really. I just wanna escape with my life.

My grandma accused me of being a prostitute when I was wearing two shirts (that covered alot) and a skirt over a pair of jeans. Now I'm mad!

Something just banged against my window and scared me to death...

*If you want a summary, this just says that I hate my family and am uncertain about loving my step family and I HATE my EX-step-ma and my life sucks. Also I love no one and no one really loves me.*

My dad acctually understands me... I was sitting there looking all depressed and then he starts blabing about how he knows that I like being alone and I don't like being annoyed by my kid siblings (I don't like any kids) and how he knows i wanna live wit my ma and g-ma and how he would let me live with my ma if she was more stable (why doese he wave that around in my face? JERK!) and how he would let me visit my g-parent's house if he could trust my ma to drive me there (again JERK) and how he knows I hate him... (yes, I'm awful) and how wants me to spend more time with the family (what family? I'm only half-related to those butt heads) and how he doesn't want me to spend all my time bering miserable in my room (but if I could go to a friend's house then I would be happy and if I lived at my ma's of g-ma's then I probably would be running aroude like a crazie lady with a SMILE on my face besides I like having time to myself and I'm eisily entertained by drawing or writing in my laptop or watching my tv and also I would be out of my room watching the other tv if he didn't always ground me from it) and yeah. My dad said that he was sad about all this stuff too (why it's not his ma he doesn't get to see or his step grandma he misses) and (this part he didn't say -> ) he is the one helping to ruin my life by trying to get me to change my natuere (I'm naturaly distant and hateful but I love having friends) and he make me spend time with my EVIL, DECIEVING, JEALOUS, SEXIST, BITCHY step-mom [i HATE her] and he is supposed to be broken up with her. I mean they broke up like MONTHS ago! and here he is sleeping at her house and spending more time with her then with his oldest [and most troubled] daughter) and my HALF-siblings are ANNOYING! and he also tried to make me feel bad about the fact that I don't try to comfort him. Well I never notice he's sad and he's NEVER AROUND! I am so emo. He also tries to make me all girly instead of goth I mean he FUCKING GROUNDED ME FROM E-Y-E-L-I-N-E-R!! And I painted my nails black just to annoy him (my fingers and my toes) and I also keep on wearing my BLACK shirt and my BLACK arm band (It has to be black if it is supposed to annoy him) and I keep on wearing my black hat and I keep telling him that I wuv my hat. And before this him and my ex-step-ma would always say that only GIRLS do chores. So I always had to stand around cleaning and watching the babys and changing the baby's diapers and feeding the DANG babys! I also was the one to watch the babys when they went places and I HATE KIDS!They didn't let me take my stuff every where when I'm only entertained if I get to be alone to think or so that I could draw/write (but I never get the chance to post on DA) so yeah I'm such an emo goth lady who has issues the size of the moon. My life sucks.

I think this is my longest journal entry ever. btw I did feel bad that my dad knew that I didn't like him but only a bit because remember I don't like him. See I really am crazy. And today I was talking to myself like I had multiple personality disorder or sumtin. And I felt bad for being mean to my frineds. Like M&M-sumtin. Sorry for licking your glasses (yes I'm that wierd) and I cried for the first time in ages as well. I was sitting in a corner for most of thee time but the I laid on my bed and screamed my heart out. I wish that I could actually love someone other than my EX-step-ma, my dad, and my real g-parents (btw g-parents means grandparents and g-ma/g-pa means grandma/grandma) I don't feel like anyone loves me. I'm constantly acting like I love my family when it's not true. I wish that I could havemy old life back. My real ma was alot nicer and I wouldn't have gone all emo on her. so yeah, my lif sucks. I feel like no one loves me though. Like my real-ma only loves that sweet adorable NOT emo kid I used to be and the same with the other people I want to love. But now I've changed drastically and I wanna RUUN AWAY!!!!!! TTOTT D< That is my true feelings on the inside. That is why I always spend my life alone. HOLY SHIT THIS IS LONG!